hey guys, uh... sorry I keep disappearing in and out of (internet) reality...
I'm dealing with some very rough stuff on the home front. Please don't press me about it, I don't want people worrying and I don't want to give details. Someone who was once very dear to me recently did some extremely hurtful stuff that not only hurt emotionally, but financially as well as this individual owed me several hundred dollars and decided not to pay me back because "he didn't feel like it anymore". Do not ask who it is. I'm not making a witch hunt.
I'm coping with mental illness at its absolute worst I've seen it I'm attempting to make big changes to pull me out of it... hell in the span of a year I've gone from an honor roll student to dropping all but three classes just so my parents won't be completely and utterly disappointed in me as their "smart" little kid.
I'm working two jobs again, as well as trying to catch up on a month of missed work thanks to depression kicking my ass. One of these jobs is at 4 am and I'm trying to pursue 40 hours a week so I can leave home.
If you see my uploading stuff that isn't commission work.. I swear I'm not trying to blow it off. I know what I need to do. I'm kind of just trying to survive until school gets out in a month and I can get myself out of my parents' houses. Art is my way of pushing through and giving me a sense of purpose.
so yeah... sorry guys.. I know I've been so distant... I know I haven't replied to stuff you've sent me, I've literally just not mustered up the strength to type a response. I PROMISE you are not getting ignored. I'm also trying to print more stickers for those who haven't received them yet.. and I'm aware of how long ago people ordered them...
I just gotta take care of myself for a little bit. I'm afraid of what I'll do if I don't.