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okay this MIGHT be a pointless journal but bear with me

I've noticed that all my usual ocs, except two, are female. And even then, the two male ocs (Salix the deer I never use and Ollie the orca) are children. Hell I just made my first non child male oc and I'm not even sure how "male" he really is.

Why is this bothering me and why does this matter?

I don't really know. But I never really had any close female friends growing up.. even now I have maybe one or two girls that I talk to. But I spend almost all my spare time with male friends. Not only cis male friends, but transgender males as well. My best friends growing up were boys. Even now, I basically only spend the night over at my guy friend's house (with a total of 3 boys there).

So why why WHY do I always make my characters female? Am I making up for the fact I'm not feminine myself? Am I substituting my lack of girl friends in person with cartoons? Is this some weird way of letting me be myself without showing it to others? (Edit) AM I SECRETLY A RAGING LESBIAN (well no but I guess I'm not[i] too[/i] straight either)

Ugh I'm getting all psychological, I'm so sorry guys. My brain's in a weird place...  I just wanted to type this out partially for my sake of running my thoughts around.

Do you guys ever feel these kind of weird vibes with your ocs..?
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Eating: gon get some more taco bell

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Wafflicorn Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Artist
I saw your FNAF drawings.
they're cool, and i wish i had one, but i has no monies :c
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OEmilyThePenguinO Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Student Digital Artist
aw, thanks! Glad you like them!

and honestly, it's probably for the better that you can't commission me at the moment.. I'm a little swamped with work at the moment ^_^;;
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Wafflicorn Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Artist
ah, oki.
generally i like to art trade.

your icon.
its Gunter right?
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OEmilyThePenguinO Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Student Digital Artist
I like to art trade as well, but I'm just too booked with personal projects as well as commission work to do that right now. Sorry! :c

and yeah, absolutely! I'm a huge fan of Adventure Time and Cartoon Network, and I figured Gunter would be an excellent choice
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Toasty-Marshmallow Featured By Owner Edited Mar 18, 2015  Student Digital Artist
EMILY LOOK WHAT I FOUND I AM DYING *Free Icon/Emote* Fluffershy Pusheen by mochatchi*Free Icon/Emote* Fluffershy Pusheen by mochatchi*Free Icon/Emote* Fluffershy Pusheen by mochatchi*Free Icon/Emote* Fluffershy Pusheen by mochatchi*Free Icon/Emote* Fluffershy Pusheen by mochatchiSHE IS SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!
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OEmilyThePenguinO Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2015  Student Digital Artist
LOOK AT THAT PERFECTION 
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Bickpixx Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2015  Student Filmographer
I wish you a happy Valentine's Day!
Sphennyvday-01 by Bickpixx  
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TheFinalFightIsHere Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hello! How are you? What's new?
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OEmilyThePenguinO Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2015  Student Digital Artist
oh, well I'm doing alright. Trying really hard to plow through some commissions that have stacked up over time.

thank you for asking! 
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TheFinalFightIsHere Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know how you feel. They take forever to get through, for me. I saw your journal though, is everything okay?
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